Sunday, December 20, 2009

COME TO TERMS...

As i think about my life and the fact i am getting older and not getting any younger (Yes i know i talk like i am "Old!" I am only 28!) I have came to terms with the fact that Marriage and having and bearing children (at least in this life!) isn't going to happen for me. It's the same old thing as it has been with every guy- there was someone i was getting to know and i thought (at least within myself) that "This was it!" and well It's not! And you know what? I'm okay with that. I realize that it was not "in the cards!" for me to get married and have children. Thar doesn't mean i still don't hope it will happen or wish it will happen or want it to happen. It just means that i have realized it and have came to terms with it and "I'M OKAY WITH IT!" Anyhow whatever happens... happens... Don't mean that i'm not going to have "bad days!" and feel sad or anything. I will keep you all posted on things and how i am doing.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

COMING HOME...

Dear FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I wanted to let you all know that I will be "Coming Home!" and be attending church in my home ward- The Spencer 5th Ward. It's just something i feel i need to do at this time. It's nothing personal against all the people i love and my friends in the Granger West 12th Branch! I Love you all! Your my friends and my "Family!" as well and i will still however be still visiting with you all and coming along and to the activities and all the fun times as well. The Singles Branch is my "Home!" as well. I will keep you posted on things and also if things changes as well. I Love you all!