Sunday, December 20, 2009
COME TO TERMS...
As i think about my life and the fact i am getting older and not getting any younger (Yes i know i talk like i am "Old!" I am only 28!) I have came to terms with the fact that Marriage and having and bearing children (at least in this life!) isn't going to happen for me. It's the same old thing as it has been with every guy- there was someone i was getting to know and i thought (at least within myself) that "This was it!" and well It's not! And you know what? I'm okay with that. I realize that it was not "in the cards!" for me to get married and have children. Thar doesn't mean i still don't hope it will happen or wish it will happen or want it to happen. It just means that i have realized it and have came to terms with it and "I'M OKAY WITH IT!"
Anyhow whatever happens... happens... Don't mean that i'm not going to have "bad days!" and feel sad or anything. I will keep you all posted on things and how i am doing.
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Heidi I hope that one day you can be married. When it is the right time the Lord will lead you to your soulmate. Just continue to have faith that Father in Heaven has a plan for you. I know someday you will make a great wife and mother. Just keep the faith and enjoy the stage you are in right now. Loves!
Yes dede- thanks! that is what i mean. I'm not going to focus on that. Just go about my business and live my life and do what i do and if it happens- it happen's! if not - it don't! but, i'm not going to worry about it. Your such a great friend! Loves, Heidi
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